Defying gravity: throw yourself at the ground and miss

I am LEARNING again.
Actively.
It feels like I took too long of a break... like things were atrophying.
No longer.

F = G Mm/R2
I REMEMBER. Gravity. The warping of time-space. There's so much I have to re-discover... it's exciting. Physics!!

Knowledge.

Love.
Life.
Breathing.

I smile a lot.



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Last night:
The official cast/crew Dracula "It was an amazing show, it's now over so let's all get drunk" party. Wow. I had an incredible time. Though astoundingly drunk I was still within the limits of reason. There were some beautiful conversations..(with Tora on the floor of Robs room would have to be a highlight - she got my teddy Ontempai for me and showed me the most kindness and caring I had seen in a long time, I don't think she realised how much it meant to me). I only wish I could have talked with some people more, there was too much left unsaid; the 2007 interns will be sorely missed...
But time moves on. Things change and evolve. I love this company; I love this life. It's exactly what I want right now. I must rise to the challenge.

I know I am capable of so much more.

"GAME ON!" (yes, I did have to gently mock with a tongue-in-cheek Sub-Con joke) *grin*

I want to fucking tear you apart

I've been insanely busy of late... giving my all to Dracula...
It's incredible.
You know some thing's really right when your arms are starting to ache from mopping up fake blood and all you can do is grin and dance happily to the after-show music.

There are so many stories.. so many moments to remember.
The opening night party. (Drunken conversation)
Happiness. (A near constant - every time I think to remember where I am and what I'm doing)
Crisis. (Torches. Plugs. Light-bulbs. - Awareness and adrenalin)
Love. (every.damn.where)

Favourite quotes include (but are not limited to):
"It's... in... my....... skirt." ("The best part was looking at Kat's face afterwards.....*laughs quietly* I love this company")
"Frin is my favourite individual today."
"Lavender has no place in anything I have ever done. It should not exist as a colour or a smell."
"Fiddle-dee-dee potata... To be freeeeeeeee"
"My heart is breaking.. yet, my pelvis is aroused" ("This sound will tell me a lot about you")
"I fuckin' love you Frin!" (see also: *Muppet laugh*)
"Oooh, that was a triple entendre, you know."
"Going to the VAL-EY!!"

I'm am so grateful for my life right now. At times it may be exhausting and it may be hard but it is, overall, breathtakingly amazing; I adore it. I refuse to take even a moment for granted.
Goodnight Internet Journal - Thank you for helping me remember.