Lying on my floor contemplating my ceiling fan I remembered asking Kaine last night, "Can I get a Mammoth? I'll call it Snuffy. It can snuff people out."
I wanted to remember that; I imagined myself reading over this in some years time and smiling at the memory.
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This all feels [transient]. That's the word for it.
It seems as if it's "crunch time" (Self in-joke: Voyager...Harry's 'Ma'am-ing'. Heh.) ; changes are happening and I get to determine the next phase of my life by what I do now.
An "I need an adult" moment. True advice from somebody who knows; has seen enough to assist in clarity, as opposed to adding to the murk. Outside influence. I'm too close to the situation to accurately judge.
I'm a storyteller, and an architect. A genius and a fool.
Pieces of us die everyday
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