I'll die drowned by your standards

I had the most horrid *censored* morning/day. (save for the fact that my darling Kayistine cherred me up and made me better! :)

Ugh. From a conversation with Ro:

"When you truly think about it you’ll find that there are no actual long-time goals in life. To me there’s no other meaning than getting happiness out of a certain moment in time. Unfortunately we live in a society that virtually forbids us to do so. We have to live according to rules that are based upon greed, tradition, religion or just plain and simple lies (which are rarely plain and never simple). These rules are designed to keep us small and closed-minded so we feel like we’re ‘doing the right thing’ with our lives. We have to look forward, make plans, and reach important lifetime goals. Most importantly, we are taught that we must never stand still."

"I just want out, to be left alone and to not have to deal with these idiotic pressures all the time. Grrr."

But, these is always tomorrow (which happens to start in about 10 minutes). I shall try again then. *insert inspirational quote about courage here*