It starts with an "A"! Aardvark, Aardvark!

I was hurt.
Badly.

I forgot I could be this hurt. I thought I'd overcome it... James told me "You're only human." and... I I'd forgotten that.

I didn't even realize just how deep the pain ran until tonight. It'd been there but I overlooked it.

I felt constantly uncomfortable. Unsettled. Bothered. But the 'why' eluded me until about half an hour ago. (Was it obvious to everybody else? ..Am I the only one that didn't see it?)

...the question is, now I know, how do I fix this?
Perhaps asking that question is a step in doing so.