As much as I tell myself "I don't care"; I do. I do and I don't want to. Yet, to admit that is to admit more than I am willing to share.
Fear.
Yet, it is overcome by a mere thought ("Nobody minds. And even if they did, do I care? No.")..though, unfortunately, that thought does not simply end there ("...perhaps. Yes. A little. Enough.").
Complex social dynamics. I must remember that I, too, am [human].
Human.
The desire to run away is strong. The fear [I will convince myself] is unfounded. ["I am loved - all you need is love."]
Are they the same as I?
I'm hoping for something unexpected... will that defeat it?
Sunday, August 19
Judgement
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I don't understand what this is about.
I don't remember the last time that happened.
Am I stupid and slow or merely far away from you?
I don't know which would be worse.
I ache for your arms. Let them remember me soon...
Far too far.
I'll e-mail, my love.
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